My Life Of Negativity

 Depression has always a major part of my life. There has never been a day in my life where I have not felt  sadness, frustration, anger, sorrow and most of  it is mostly focused 
on depression. I have had this with me for my entire life. So I have been depressed for as long as I can remember. 

No -matter how hard i try to fake   my emotions. So that the people I love don`t have to worry about me. So when they see me with a smile on face they believe that I am happy and okay, but actually I feel like I am dying on the inside.
                     
On the outside I may look like any normal human-being, but on the inside I feel like there is an inner-demon hiding inside of me. He likes to come out when ever I feel angry, frustrated, or in pain and its because him that I don`t feel pain and he is the reason why I kind-of like pain, I can often control him,but when my demon comes out I have the urge to kill  who have upset me. But I know that I can`t do that, so I tend to kill them in my mind .

                        ON LIFE!